Roadside Assistance

There is nothing that brings me greater joy than praying, writing, typing and evangelizing.  When I think about what I would rather be doing, I just know deep down in my soul – through to my spirit – that I am to write and encourage and to spend time in your presence Father.  I am unable to write as I would like, but I find it easier to type today since I am at work but what is inside of me must come forth – be let out or else it will consume me from the inside out or I would rupture at the seams.  I recognize that not only the enemy but my own flesh wars against me.  They attempt to try to take me off task and not focus on what is truly the will of you Father God.  My purpose is found in your will - which I know for sure.  However, at times I allow my mind to drift to prosperity like houses and vacation get-a-ways.  But even those pictorials that zoom through my mind at Nascar speeds are just a fleeting as they are fast because if I do not walk in what I have been called to do while in this time upon the face of this earth – it will have all been in vain and for not.  The one thing that I refuse to do is live this life not having thoroughly enjoyed the exceeding and abundance that you Lord Jesus suffered the cross for me to possess.  Not just to have or experience but to possess for generations and glorifications for you Lord.  The title of this prayer is not my own, though I would have liked to have been the one who came with that snazzy zinger of a title; especially after last night when I wrote to you about my adventurous but ever-so blessed day in you that had all to do with you Father being my “Roadside Assistance”.  It was the title this morning for my devotional from out of the Daily Bread.  At first I just read over it but then the significance began to resonate in my spirit to let me know that you heard me yesterday and last night for that matter - Thank you Father for always hearing me - And for not only hearing me but responding me and to my need.  People would not believe how you speak to me – I can hardly believe how you permeate my everyday life.  I know that you are with me Father and have never left nor forsaken me; and more than that, more than anything – I know that the vision will come to pass because my faith will not fail.  Lord, it is a mountain that I cannot move without your spirit because the blessing that I am bringing down from heaven to earth cannot be delivered by any other means - not by might nor by power.  Sampson would not have been able to pull down the pillars in his own strength – only when your spirit overcame him.  I need your spirit to overcome me Lord.  I submit my own will to yours because only in your will is where I can find the peace, the grace, the mercy, the favor and the anointing needed to overcome this world and myself.  Last night I had a song in my spirit by Gavin Mcgraw (Not over You) that I went to bed with and this morning I awoke with another song overpowering me.  The song “Not a Bad Thing” by Justin Timberlake and it was as if it was a response to what I heard in my spirit last night.  No Father it is not such a bad thing to fall in love with you – Indeed it is the best thing that has ever happened to me. True love – unconditional love transforms because I want to please you, I want to be with you and I cannot get enough of you.  Thank you for welcoming me with the open arms of Christ Jesus to spend time in your presence.  In Jesus name I pray.  I love you Lord Amen.