Did you ask God for the ability to walk on the water, like
Peter, and when he told you to “Come” as he did Peter, you started off on good faith and then found yourself
sinking? If it wasn't in the cards for
Peter to walk on the water then I think that Jesus would have simply told him
that it wasn't for him, as he told James and John when they asked could either
of them sit on his left or his right when he went to Heaven. There wasn't much that Jesus didn't perform
when asked point-blank for a blessing and one would think that if walking on
water – defying gravity and nature would have been one of those “no” times but all Jesus said was ”Come”.
Now had Peter stepped out onto the water without permission, it is
fair to say that he might not have had the success that he did but when Jesus
bid him to do as he had requested, there was nothing that stopped him except
his faith. Miracles are giving on a case-by-case basis
but it is also given at the Lord’s discretion and it is “By Invitation Only”. If he told you to “Come” then just keep on
walking!
Friday, February 6, 2015
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
Fatigue
Fatigue is the antithesis of Faith.
Lord only knows where I would be right now mentally had I not had hope
in “something” else other than where
I currently am right now. Where I am is
where I prayed to be and I am both thankful and grateful for all that God has done however if all that I am going to receive is already in existence –
then it would be pointless to
continue on in faith – and a complete and utter miserable state of existence
entirely. My God is not into cruel and
unusual punishment – though sometimes we tend to think that he is attempting to
kill us. The Bible mentions growing weary often and his word is admonishing and warning of what is – and what is to
come. If the great and deep things of
God were so easily accessible everyone
and their Mother would have all they ever wanted and satisfactorily full in
spirit and body; but that is not the case.
All things that come from God are released at his discretion. For some he accelerates the process – while others
have to take the long route – but his promises are still “Yea and Amen” for all
that seek him. The struggle is indeed real – but so are his blessings.
HARD FACTS!!!
Searching for the blessings and promises of God will send us on a journey and if we are not careful, we will find ourselves in search of facts. Fact finding can dissuade your faith-walk and then sends you on a wild goose chase to find something that isn't for us to figure out but rather walk out by faith. Ask yourself a really serious question and then answer it. Am I on a fact-finding mission or are you walking by faith? If you could figure it out, it wouldn't be called faith but rather a scavenger hunt. God will give us clues as to how best to navigate our walk but it must be by faith. “For faith is the substance of things hoped for; and the evidence of things not seen”. If you can see it coming down the pipeline then what is coming aren't those deep things of God that only can be revealed by his spirit. Our valuables that are most dear to us are not readily accessible to anyone who may enter our house as a guest or looky-loo but only those close to us are made privy to the where our cache of family heirlooms and valuables are kept safe from thieves and prying eyes. Our enemy has come that he might steal, kill and destroy. God is much aware of the tricks and snares of the enemy. Quite honestly, I am thankful that he didn't give me anything that I truly desired until I was able to understand somewhat of his reasoning’s behind why he does the things that he does because had I received them earlier – I would be bankrupt spiritually and left destitute of all blessings that he would have bestowed because I didn't understand faith, his character or the process. Trust that the Father knows best – that is the only fact worth finding out.
Thursday, January 29, 2015
HONORABLE MENTION... "A Martyr's Anthem"
In observance of the looming onslaught of Black History
month that will be shortly upon us, I wanted to exorcise the dislike for the
recollection and barrage of the same footage cram packed into twenty-eight days; which is one of my disdains for
the upcoming calendar month.
A martyr’s death gets an “Honorable Mention”. Medgar Evers, Martin Luther King Jr., Malcom
X and many countless and unnamed
individuals came before us and paved the way for where we are now; which is
indeed far better than they could have ever imagined for themselves. They fought hard and many had their lives
cut-off early – and taken before they could see the fruition of all of their
hard work and dedication of selflessness.
So, I don’t want anyone to think that I take for granted or have
minimized the strides that I am able to take from their sacrifice.
From witnessing the life of the common black person from a common black persons view in which I am
ever so privy to – many have bought into what society says that we are and what
we are capable of achieving. And it
surely won’t be corrected anytime soon by simply cramming 400 years into 28
days give or take someone chooses to
catch a CBS special on the Civil War directed by Ken Burns.
Before you start renting your clothes, covering yourselves
in sackcloth and ashes, please hear me out.
If our history was taught daily in class, the same as “American History”, we would educate others.
If young White, Hispanic and other nationalities were introduced to us
as a people and not us people who were
once slaves, their entire take on who we are wouldn't be as askew and eventually over time they we would be a normal part of history as
the The Nina, The Pinta and the Santa Maria.
Sadly our kids know more about Captain John Smith and Pocahontas
rendezvous than they do The Middle Passage.
Therein lays the gap between the slaves and who we are as a people
today. We have both learned and been bombarded with their history and ours have been a footnote as the pages of our history turn. Others simply
just don’t know us nor do they care
because we don’t care to know who we are – We just want to fit in but we cannot
fit in where we think subconsciously that we don’t belong; and where others think that we can’t belong. They are not
comfortable around us because we aren't comfortable around ourselves, and for
lack of knowledge the people perish.
Our history is woven into the tapestry of America, if you
flip it over and view it from the back.
You will be able to see all the embroidery and stitching that it took to
create such a masterpiece; the time, ability, perseverance, blood, sweat and
sheer will of God seeing us through.
However, no one wants to look at the true craftsmanship – they just want
to display the front and the intricate artwork, but it just didn't come by
happenstance, though many would want us to fall for that trick of the devil.
I often wonder why God would call the greats home to be with
him and leave us with a Jesse Jackson or Al Sharpton. Not to diminish anything that they have done
but truth be told – they are not the Martyrs who changed the climate from cold
to warm on our behalf.
We need a complete overhaul of the education system as it
pertains to us. Textbooks are being updated and new editions
being created all the time. If we are
really ready to be integrated into a society that has been stand-offish and
downright frightened, then I would highly suggest we find and start lobbyist
support for the textbooks to be revamped.
We know about Thomas Edison but hardly anything about Vivien
Thomas. Blacks, African Americans,
Negroes and even slaves were essential and
still are to the life that we all
live today. We must be added to the
pages of history in order to be included in history, not just be relegated to their history and “Oh we had some slaves
for about 400 years out of our great
history, but that didn't really matter or made a difference in the country
that we have become.
America’s story is
extraordinarily great but our story is just as impressive because
we couldn't leave in pursuit of a better life and freedom of religion as others
did when leaving England. We didn't have
that type of leverage, leeway or latitude – No Sir! – We had to get our freedom
from the gristle and man-up. Now that is some power, tenacity, endurance
and faith; and what folk don’t want us
to know.
If our history was taught daily
we wouldn't have the inherent need to draw sympathizes or empathizers but a
people and a culture that understand exactly who we are and be amazed at how
much we shaped the world – in spite
of. Sort of like how we are taught
“American History” and fight daily within ourselves that black lives matter.
My people and moreover – my God
existed long before any people were
enslaved. We weren't the first nor shall
we be the last.
Stories of Selma, The Butler and Glory should be told but after educating
everyone on the facts from an educational standpoint in order to keep everyone honest and actively participating in
making a better America. Then people wouldn't feel made to watch movies
out of obligation or apologetically but because they want to see a fact that
they have read about being reenacted on the silver-screen – they would want to
go.
Our people have no connection and
no relation to the plights and perils suffered because we have only received
snippets and movie trailers of who we are as a people. We as blacks only get “Honorable Mention”
when in actuality we are the story-line. If others read and learned about us daily
they wouldn't fear us, our color, our differences, our culture, our kids or our
past – and our future.
People fear the unknown and no
one really knows who we are as “Black America”.
Black America is Black History.
Thursday, January 22, 2015
Mind Under Construction
Some are willing to forgo their walk with Christ in exchange
for the lure of an extravagant lifestyle;
which makes them somehow believe that money buys happiness, joy, favor, provision, protection and peace.
What are you
willing to sell your for? I grapple
daily with myself – for the when – not if
the blessing that I am looking for to rise and perch like Kilroy over the
horizon of my life and expose itself.
It won’t look anything like I have imagined, until the countless
images can no longer be numerated. But,
I will know it when I see it and immerse myself in the experience and life of
it.
Life – that’s
really all it’s about - Getting to know the one who made us. When we do that, it creates a relationship
that blesses into eternity. Our life
just isn't about this life but
rather, we are walking in order to be found worthy of that next life. We know one thing
for sure, if nothing else, life has taught us this one thing: Life is coming to
an abrupt end – because we don’t know the day, or the time, or the hour.
I chose you Lord daily over my flesh and vainful wants. As long as I have you – I have all that I
need.
I admonish everyone to slay their flesh daily in order to
keep focus on what really matters – Our faith walk with Christ.
As Christians, if we proclaim and plead the Blood of Christ
Jesus, we cannot ever allow ourselves to become comfortable with thinking that we deserve or are owed
anything.
If we believe the tenants of our
faith, then we have entered into this covenant because Christ died for us and
that God so love us – First! This relationship is based solely on God’s love for us and our love
for him in return. Is that not enough?
That question can only be
answered individually – not corporately.
Church is good – Our relationship
with Christ is the most important.
Blessings are wonderful to have
bestowed – Salvation is free – However, discipleship is priceless – We can’t
afford to purchase what God has already given us FREE OF CHARGE.
#YOLO YOU.ONLY.LIVE.ONCE...
#YOLO This
is my motto! My trust isn't in myself but in the God that I serve and then I
mix my faith with his word (Scripture) and I know his word won't return to him
void but will accomplish that which he sent it. God is faithful!
Psalms 25:20 O keep my soul, and deliver me: let me not be
ashamed; for I put my trust in thee.
Psalms 31:1 In thee, O LORD, do I put my trust; let me never be
ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness.
Psalms 31:17 Let me
not be ashamed, O LORD; for I have called upon thee: let the wicked be ashamed,
and let them be silent in the grave.

Monday, January 19, 2015
Mind Teaser
I m sort of influx - I keep having memories of a life that I am some what vaguely connected to as Aeon Flux's character. I know that God has something else for me and it for me to challenge myself to believe what he says versus what my surroundings tell me; that this is all there is to life, when I know better. I have experienced better and my God is better. God isn't stagnate or stale but fresh and ever-so mind-blowing that he is steadily evolving but yet remains the same - never changing (what a mind-teaser).
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