Fatigue

Fatigue is the antithesis of Faith.  Lord only knows where I would be right now mentally had I not had hope in “something” else other than where I currently am right now.  Where I am is where I prayed to be and I am both thankful and grateful for all that God has done however if all that I am going to receive is already in existence – then it would be pointless to continue on in faith – and a complete and utter miserable state of existence entirely.  My God is not into cruel and unusual punishment – though sometimes we tend to think that he is attempting to kill us.  The Bible mentions growing weary often and his word is admonishing and warning of what is – and what is to come.  If the great and deep things of God were so easily accessible everyone and their Mother would have all they ever wanted and satisfactorily full in spirit and body; but that is not the case.  All things that come from God are released at his discretion.  For some he accelerates the process – while others have to take the long route – but his promises are still “Yea and Amen” for all that seek him.  The struggle is indeed real – but so are his blessings.