What To Do?

What are you going to do when going to church no longer feels like a blessing but a chore? What are you going to do when you burst through that glass ceiling and find that it was neither the “man” nor anything else that you would've done that was holding you back, but rather God saying wait? What are you going to do when joining the choir doesn't give you a voice? What are you going to do when being the Pastor is no longer a position of importance but becomes laborious? What are you going to do when being the First Lady of the church puts you in last place of the Pastor’s life? What are you going to do when all your praying seems to be in vain? What are you going to do when the freedom of divorce only brings bitterness and an incarceration of loneliness? What are you going to do when the high that was supposed to allow you to kiss the sky only gets you down to rock bottom? What are you going to do when the girl sliding down the poll no longer gives you excitement? What are you going to do when the bottle is empty and your sorrows are sobering? What are you going to do when the import car doesn't make the statement that you were looking for it to give? What are you going to do when the Degree on the wall is only a piece of paper? What are you to do when going back to school becomes just another distraction? What are you going to do when having the baby doesn't fulfill? What are you going to do when the husband of your dreams is now just a potato on the couch? What are you going to do when that young wife with the hourglass shape no longer feeds your ego? What are you going to do when owning the business doesn't equate to success? What are you going to do when vacations no longer decompress but rather give depression? What are you going to do when the wardrobe doesn't give the retail therapy it used to? What are you going to do when the breast augmentation doesn't augment your esteem? What are you going to do when you get to wherever it is that you been trying to go and find out that you still haven't found "it" yet? You will pick up your cross and follow Him because He is the only one to fill that void.